Tag: hurt
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Moonlit Dreams
I lay down enveloped in the moonlit rays. I feel safe. It’s nights like these that I am taken on journeys. xxx Journeys too much to face when I am awake. Unable to explore or reach out. They are best hidden in amongst the dark where they belong. xxx Soul searching, exploring my depths. Huge…
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My words will hurt you.
You make me angry. An incessant rage that sticks in my chest, rising up to my throat, just waiting to regurgitate. xxx Years of words that would cause you hurt. Years of hurt that I have held on too. Years of frustration for the little girl that lost out on you. xxx Tears for the…
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Inspirational post – Anger
I am angry. A lot. I have no idea why normally, sometimes I am aware, but mostly, I just feel an incredible anger at everything. Yet, I don’t feel I have the right too. Nothing in my life is that terrible that I have a right to be angry. So, I struggle with this emotion.…
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Hanging over the Edge
My toes hang over the edge. Gripping. I’m not ready to fall, though I can feel it’s happening. Unsteady, wobbling, leaning forwards into the depths. xxx I know you are ready to catch me. But I don’t know if you can handle the weight of my fall. The heaviness of the burden as I land.…
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Inspiration post – Dealing with Grief
I work in a hospital. I am regularly faced with confronting situations, death of children, adults and relatives coming to terms with this grief. Over the last 10 years I have been witness to six children die. I didn’t think this had much of a long-term effect on me. I felt that I dealt with…
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Inspiration post – Find your place
Since the children have gone back to school, I have had some time to myself which I have been in desperate need of. I love spending time in the water recently. I have my favourite water hole but also the beach has been great for me. I always had a fear of the water as…
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Owning my Behaviour’s
I push you away, Make things difficult, Because it’s me that ultimately gets hurt. xxx I want you to hurt, Like I do. I antagonize you and piss you off, Because it’s me that ultimately gets hurt. xxx I call you every name Under the sun, Or I go silent. There is no in-between. xxx…
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Sounds of Silence
Your silence is impenetrable.You say nothing andhave the ability to not hearanyone. There is no longer silencein my head.Static,constant chatter.Inner screams,voices shouting howuseless I am.I’m not worthy ofanything. I will not be silent.I will scream to the sky.I will cry out loud,answer back,fight.I will call you out.Stand tall and beproudof who I am. I am…
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Do It Differently
I’m angry at you. I don’t even know you, but I’m so angry. xxx While I understand that the depths of life have swallowed you up, you had no other option. It got too much and that, was your only way out, you didn’t have to do it like that. xxx Images will never leave…
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Weaving your words
You prey on the vulnerable. You have a way of knowing just who to pick. You pick your moments well. xxx You are a weaver of words, casting little spells over the women that you meet. You know exactly what to say so they get caught under your spell. xxx Except your magic is toxic.…
Untamed 