Tag: crying
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Inspirational post – Anger
I am angry. A lot. I have no idea why normally, sometimes I am aware, but mostly, I just feel an incredible anger at everything. Yet, I don’t feel I have the right too. Nothing in my life is that terrible that I have a right to be angry. So, I struggle with this emotion.…
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Inspiration post – Dealing with Grief
I work in a hospital. I am regularly faced with confronting situations, death of children, adults and relatives coming to terms with this grief. Over the last 10 years I have been witness to six children die. I didn’t think this had much of a long-term effect on me. I felt that I dealt with…
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Owning my Behaviour’s
I push you away, Make things difficult, Because it’s me that ultimately gets hurt. xxx I want you to hurt, Like I do. I antagonize you and piss you off, Because it’s me that ultimately gets hurt. xxx I call you every name Under the sun, Or I go silent. There is no in-between. xxx…
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Sounds of Silence
Your silence is impenetrable.You say nothing andhave the ability to not hearanyone. There is no longer silencein my head.Static,constant chatter.Inner screams,voices shouting howuseless I am.I’m not worthy ofanything. I will not be silent.I will scream to the sky.I will cry out loud,answer back,fight.I will call you out.Stand tall and beproudof who I am. I am…
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The Art of Leaving
So, that’s how you did it. Your wedding ring on the bench. xxx A note left. xxx Your scrawled handwriting. simply saying ‘sorry’. xxx Sorry for what? xxx What were you sorry for dad? xxx Sorry for walking out on your kids? For walking away from a marriage? For breaking our hearts? xxx I picked…
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Reading the Room
She learnt to read a room. Feel the energy and know whether it was going to be a day of singing or a day of quiet and not speaking. xxx You would stare out the window, stare all day, not at anything but everything. No emotions. She knew those were the days to be quiet.…
Untamed 