She puts the final touch
of bright pink
to her lips.
A quick look in the mirror
of her painted face.
xxx
She hates it.
Hates everything it
stands for.
xxx
She wants her face naked.
The bare, soft skin
showing, with no shame.
xxx
He tells her ‘no’.
She has to look ‘pretty’
for dinner.
What the fuck does that
even mean?
Who the fuck
gets to decide what’s pretty?
xxx
She isn’t some 1950’s
housewife on show.
She isn’t the picture of glamour
that the magazines portray.
She isn’t skinny
with legs up to her armpits.
xxx
She actually loves
those post baby rolls.
The markings of a body
that has given life
and will continue
to give life to all around her.
xxx
She loves slipping on
the comfy, baggy clothes
that allow her to feel
like herself.
She feels sexy,
feminine,
like a kick-ass mama…
xxx
She doesn’t want
a painted face
just because ‘they’ tell her she should.
Whoever the fuck ‘they’ are.
xxx
Still, she conforms.
At least for tonight.
With her made up face,
she zips up the tight green dress
that hugs her figure
perfectly.
The high heels match.
xxx
She turns,
taking one final look,
wanting to cry at her reflection.
But… she breathes,
smiles,
and walks into her husband’s arms.

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